Well boys and girls...life is not all good for me. For the past couple of days my Dad has been yelling and fighting with me and my mom. Just on and on not stoping. Keeping me up and not letting me get any sleep for school. Two nights ago (one of the nights were my dad would just not leave me the hell alone) i asked my mom to lay down with me. I use to sleep with my mom all the time somthing about having my mommy run her fingers through my hair and wrap her arms around me to let me know shes there and cares, always felt so simply sweet to me. Well she had tried to sleep in my bed bu noooo my father...which i will be calling him dick for now on....just keep coming in and giving my mom crap. In the morning after only getting a couple of hours to sleep not even a couple, i had to get ready for school. I had missed the bus and had to ask a friend for a ride. But before that i was getting ready and my mom was like "Just come lay down with me before you have to go." She wanted to hold her little girl which would be me. Then i said "No mom i have to get ready." Before i left she gave me some money for lunch and told me she loved me and i said it back and left. Then after school i got home and my dad said we needed to talk. I figured she moved out of somthing like that. But no it was that she was put in jail. For some reasson my mom had not seen her prol officer for a year, and just keep puting the money she owned in a night box. So they took her to jail. She might be looking at a year or maybe shorter. We dont know whats going to happen. But now since i have school and dick has work no one is there to watch the kids. So we have to send them to Iowa. There only 5 and 2, the baby is like my own baby. I love him so much just the thought of some one else taking care of him makes me want to cry. They dont know the baby like i do they dont know how to make him go to bed or how to make him laugh, or what he wants when he trys to talk. I love him so much and it is just killing me. Since i am old enough i stay her and keep on with school. I just want to leave this family start over just be happy. This sucks...and i miss my mom like crazzy. Shes just so dumb...arggg. Well yea just a little inside on my life. ttyl for now.